So Much On My Mind
I have so much on my mind right now full with just mixed emotions, some good some bad some confused.
I randomly recieved a text from one of my close friends asking me if i wanted to move out and in with her if we both was to rent out a house together. Sounds perfect right? well after the excitement reality hit me and i was just like put off but then had to think so deep into it, i mean i have a job where i am now but in London i will be job less and thinking what do i do? I want to be in London either way i will be because my mum is also moving down so that’s not a problem but the choice of moving out from my house is just like Whoa.
Reality is something i tried to hide but i can only hide it for so long 20 years long infact, it’s crazy to know i am 21 soon and i am expected to move out i am expected to have kids and create a family get married etc that’s just a whole pile of stress on me.
Im guessing what do i do? Moving out paying bills and facing debt that’s not the kinda life i wished for. However i know one day i am going to face this weather or not i move out now or in a few years time. I wanted to stick out with my mum as long as i can until everything is in proportion. I need my driving to be done, i need so much other stuff to be done and i would hate to put that on hold and make a drastic move.
Hmm maybe i am thinking too much into it but has anyone been in the same situation as me?
